what can i do next ?

Friday, September 25, 2009 ; 10:25:00 PM♥

was it the right choice ?

im really unhappy and feeling very pissed off now .

there is this passerby commenting :
Altough idk you and this Theodora, but dont you think its unfair to her that you wrote her name to show everyone? She's also a victim. And youre making her sound like a culprit, seriously. If you were Dora, will you be happy that someone just wrote your name for a bad purpose ? I guess not am i right. Pls keep it private to the 3 of you.. If not just change her name to something else can.. &, i saw the tag that she say that you do not have to write everything here. You just replied thats what i do. You think this is your style very cool ah? Not cool at all. Pls at least respect her. At least respect her cos you wrote in her name in your post. If you're in her shoes, how you feel? I bet thats how she feels. Pls get a change of your attitude. You can scold me for all you want, idc.

so since she said she doesnt care , i'll scold for all i care . i vommented back , :
you know what passerby , i dont care at all . because , i dont give a damn to everything at all now . because i dont have to care about anything at all .if its unfair to her , then what about me ? i am also one of the victims okay . even though the thing is solved now , there is still this hurt within me . and all i can do is blog it . okay , it may be my fault for just writing her name there , but , what if you were me ? what would you do ? my friends try to comfort me , and cheer me up , but it just doesnt work . and i can tell you , when im unhappy , everything appears on my blog . whats wrong with that ?

and now im gonna continue scolding now . i dont give a damn , and im gonna make everything specific . im the one who suffered the most . i gave in my best in the relationship , and this is what i get , not only theodora suffered okay . he is at fault for bring a girl to his house . knowing that he has a girlfriend , and yet bring a girl to his house . and he even HUGGED her okay . fuck . and whoever you are , passerby , fuck off from commenting on my blog . i dont want to see your comment ever again . what i do doesnt concern you at all . arshole . you think you like that scold me through comments i will scared isit ? fucker . its my life and i want to live it my way . so dont guailan here guailan there . i dont have the world's time to update everything okay , kaopekaobu . you will never know how it feels if you were even in my shoes . fuck off .